life is too short and path of love is so long

jindgi sirf dard , majboori or lakshya ka naam hai .................jab se hum jindgi jeen shuru karte hain hame usme chipe dardo ka ehasas hone lagta hai or yahi dard hame apna lakshay tay karne ko majboor kar dete hain .....................hum jab se duniya me aye hain tabhi se hi hame us bayimaan cheejo ke peechi bhagna padta hai jinka ant hamari maut ke saath hona tay hai..................par fir bhi hum sab is bayimaani ko kabool kar ke lag jate hain jindgi ke dardo ka ehsas karne me ......................ab bhai hum sab three idiots to nahi hai jo galtiya kar ke bhi jeet jate hain ........hum wo aam insaan hain jo sahi kaam karke bhi fas jaate hain or haar jate hain............ab aisa hi mere sath hua maine jindgi bhar koi galat kaam nahi kiya aisa bolna padta hai par aisa hai nahi fir bhi main apne aap ko ek accha or samajik insaan manta hoon.....................main ek ladki jo ki mere paas hi rehti thi us se pyar kar bhitha ab us ladki ko to nahi pata tha ki main us se pyar karta hoon ............wo ek din mere samne pad gayi maine uski orr dekha or meri najar uske hotho par hi ruk gayi wo kuch blo rahi thi par mera sara dhayn sirf un hilte hue gulab ki pankhuriyo par tha par achanak se mere dil me dard sa hua are bhai main dil ka mareej nahi abhi to poora jawan ladka hoon .............par dard is liye hua ki wo mohtaram mujhe bhai jaan bol kar hasti rahi or main ye soch kar muskurata raha ki ab to fas gayi .......................................par jab hosh aya to main us bais keemti cheej ka rakhwala ban gaya tha ................ye safar khatm ho gaya , dard or akelepan la main mara fir se waisa ho gaya jaisa main pehle tha matalab akela ................chalo koi baat nahi fir mera dil kisi or ke upar ja gira or wo ladki bhi mere dil me bhare bepanah pyar ke neeche dab kar reh gayi .................aisa karte -karte main 22 saal ki umra se 32 ka budhapa bhi paar kar gaya .................ab to mere mohalle walo ko bhi mujh par daya aane lagi or ab unke gharo me baithi 40 se 50 saal ki aurate mujhe laalchi najro se dekhne lagi ....................maine socha ki kya hua jo koi kamsin ladki mujhe pyar nahi kar sakti ...............are jo maja apni se badi umra ke saath aata hai wo 20-25 ki ladki me kahna ..........are mera matlab pyar karne se hai kuch or mat sochiyega ......................ab main 32 saal ka jawan chora apne mohalle ka pasandida nojawan tha ............ek din main saj dhaj ke apni sabse pasandeeda aunty ke yaha gaya or unse apne dil ki baat keh baitha ...............gor kariyega ki maine aunty se kya kaha'' aunty aap duniya ki sabse acchi aunty ho, aap jaisi is duniya me koi aunty nahi hai , aunty main aapse pyar karta hu or aapko apne baccho ki aunty banana chahta hoon '' or itna keh kar maine aunty ko gale se lagane ke liye haath badhaye to na jane kaha se ek bhari bharkam haath aakar mere pada or main charo khane chitt ho gaya ...........baad me jab pata chala to wo to mera dost tha par usne mujhe isliye mara khuki wo unka beta tha or mujhse bada tha ...............ho gayi n fir se galti or meri nojawangiri ka ant ho gaya ...............ab to mere ghar walo ko bhi mujh par taras aa gaya or unhone sahi waqt dekh kar mere haath peele kar diye ..................chalo kuch to accha hua ............maine bhi khusi me bina dekhe ha kar di .................par mere ghar walo ne bhi ek tajmahal jasi bibi lakar di .......................maine bagwan ko pranam kiya or kaha der se sahi tumne maal mast diya or chal diya honeymoon par .......................ladki sharmeeli thi to jyada baa nahi hui or shimla me hotel me pahuch kar maine saman rakha or bibi se kaha ki main abhi do minute me aya or aa gaya maal road par do kash lagane par ye mere paani jaisa saaf dil ladki dikhte hi fisal gaya or ladki ko mane ched diya ,ladki ne mujhe dekha or bomb ki tarah fat gayi mujh par waha bhaitha police wala mujh par bhookhe sher ki tarah toot pada or le chala thane daar ke paas par raste me hi us police wale ka man badal gaya or bola dekho bhai honeymoon par aye ho to main tumhe chod sakta hoon par tumhe bhi kuch kharcha karna padega par jise cheda tha wo bhi chalu nikli use bhi apna muh khol diya dono ne milkar mujhse 20000 rupaye mange or main marta kya na karta wapar dono ko hotel lekar aa gaya wo dono mera peecha karte hue room tak aa gaye maine jab darwaja khatkhataya to meri nayi naweli dulhan ne darwaja khola kuch sharmati hui usne mujhe delka par meri chehre baj rahe 12 ko dekh kar uske muh se nikla kya hua fir jab uski najar mere peeche khade ladki or poloce wale par gayi to uski najre mujh par gad gayi maone jaldi se paise nikal kar dono ko de diye itni der me meri nayi dulhan ne apne ghar par ,mere ghar par , pandit ko, band wale ko , halwayi ko or un sab ko mere character ke bare me bata diay turant wo sharmati hui dulhanmujhe kaali maa ki tarah dikhne lagi maine kuch nahi kaha or use lekar wapas aa gaya .................ghar pahuchte hi usne aise rona shuru kiya jaise wo suhagraat se pehle widhwa ho gayi ho .....................chalo uske ghar wale bhi gaye ...............ladki se baat ki par wo to ab mere saath rehne ko teyar nahi hui or ho gaya faisla usne mujhse talak le liya ..................meri mehndi utarne se pehle hi mera talak ho gaya .........................haye re meri kismat shadi ke 5 din waad hi main fir waisia ho gaya jaisa ho gaya .....................................ab na to meri taraf koi ladki dekhti hai , na koi aunty , na kisi ki bibi or na hi koi budhiya .........................to akhikar maine sabka bhai naam se darji ki dukan khol li or ab ladkiya,aurte,aunty,budhiya bhaiya bulati hain mere muh par mera hi joota mar kar chali jaati hain...........................to bhai hota hai na pyar ka safar bahut lamba .................................toba hai aise pyar se